Month: March 2021

Targeting the Light Bearer

A Lightworker which such elevated duties like me, and some 1000 others on Earth, we have to acknowledge and delegate our missions and responsibilities accordingly. It may involve, tremendous collective shadow transmutation, and serious catalysts and grid changes.

The more Light you have, the more you know, the more the dark ones hate you.

Those are many ways me and my family have been targeted by the archonic alliance:

My younger twin sisters both have been attacked near death; one through what may resemble spontaneous combustion (actually no, it was a sparkle from a hair dryer) and the other with near-drowning in a public pool. thankfully the one whose hair burned was in a bathtub.

My mother suffered from chronic anxiety, recurrent mind control and EMF operations, and she knows she is being targeted by spiritual warfare but not to the same extent I see and innerstand the connections. She was very targeted by demonic entities when she got out at night for hours to numb down her suffering via typical midlife crisis addictions, and arguing with her boyfriend.

My earth father, a Draco soul, scammed out multiple women and physically threatened and beat my mother when I was under five years old (before he left). I have very little memory of these events. (reminder: I do not have racist intents towards draconians)

I have been initiated against my will into a MILAB “neurodiverse poster child” program via a back implant that is now removed.

I have also been sexually mind controlled a lot in my teen years as a result of daddy issues. My sister also got into some of the Monarch programming.

My brother, who is 17, has severe nonverbal autism and is almost like the invisible child, he was left into the claws of foster care since he was 5. I have plans to make him my protégé if I can find a way with the GFL and he on a soul level accepts.

My first bank cards, first keyset and even my medical ID have been stolen out of my timeline. A local hospital forgot to give me back my med card. In Canada, this is almost as serious as “losing your birth certificate”. Well, I’m going to go live with ETs in April anyhow (FINALLY!) and they will remove my stitches instead thereafter. No chances taken.

A car almost ran on me in March.

Recently, in a fit of rage, I threw a plate and “accidentally” made a deep cut on my right hand, and it was stitched up.

Some Lightworkers forget or fail to complete their missions in their current life. We don’t just work for the Light – we can have multiple ethically diverse lives ranging from serial killer to a monk – for soul learning lessons and showing, spreading a message.

Oopsie

Viewers, I have to taker a break for a moment. I lacerated open my predominant hand via some TI or karmic injury and got stitches in the hospital. So I can’t do much with it, only teamwork wityh my guides and angels to heal fast.

Thank you for your innerstanding,

Teiuliyn Hin Lasarka

Results of March Madness

The current energies are said to be >March madness”. Well, my March was kinda crazy, but far from absolutely unbearable. It started more towards the 16th of the month. I started doing things a bit out of character, acting Robinesque to get what I need. So I have to remain in vigilance and attention.

QFS increases, and I move next month to Ontario. Finally. Okay well, that sucks when the 600 CAD check sent by your mom to the curator has an unexpected “cancelled” stamp on it. But I really feel the abundance solidifying in every way.

Started sharing substantially more with my two neighbors.

You know what was the best part? On the 25,th, Venus was directly conjunct with the Sun, and I had a date for the first time since 2019. Well, a half-date that skips the three meetings.

I only follow a little of the current intel, because I really want to focus on my life, my clients right now.

Cult Mentality and Normalized Social Violence

I do not enjoy any sort of social dynamics where one has to obey to another – especially when unjustified. This is the path to freedom we are fated to go in 4D/5D.

Let me provide you some examples from my own memories:

My experiences with summer concentration camp were mixed in morale, but I bet that 75% of these experiences were cult-like. I went to a camp in an aerotechnic school for 2 years when I was below 4th grade. Then when my MILAB psyop activated, I attended another town’s camp because we moved near my grandparents. And it was a very negative experience for me.

All that I could see was an out of control day camp, ran by equally ruthless young adults who then hypnotize the entire crowd of children with an ARG where a “villain” is disrupting the camp grounds, almost like a video game. And at the end of the summer, they were eliminated on a Friday agora assembly with a funy little show. Okay, that was not funny for a young empath craving for negliected justice at all. My galactic consciousness was raging at this idea. So on one of these summers, I made a carefully pre-planned deus ex machina to teach the townfolk a lesson of peace, and on the last day of camp and flipped the script around to “save” some monkey bad guy from getting put into a recycling bin with a poetry based on compassion versus duality. It was the first time I was officially a Lightworker. When I finished the script, everyone became just speechless; except the special needs boy who booed. But no one copied him. Thank God.

During winter camp, there was also a pattern where we would play competitive sports such as “get the flag” and little me with an old soul cried the world because I could not cope with the social programming for competition any longer.

I was aware of how awful the programming was on a societal level already at age 10, and I could not bear to witness more of it. I knew what it was like to be gangstalked by everyone so I knew this was a game but I was very upset by the collective fueling of this perpetual victimization matrix game. Who, without mind control, in their right mind would brainwash over 1000 children an entire summer to become flying monkeys against a fictional pretend villain just for entertainment while their families work? Year after year since the nineties??

I grew up in various programs like this; cult-like and gangstalking-based.

The more positive experiences were at Notre Dame de Fatima Camp in Quebec, which is a camp for people with disabilities. But as always, mixed feels. Well except the second camp I went to for three years, it was re-traumatizing for me with all the villain stuff. I was only sent there partly because of my CMBP psyop forcing me to affiliate myself with programs “for the handicapped people only”. I was only handicapped because I had a MILAB alter overlapping my lower mind and vying for dominance with my true soul. And I already was so exhausted of being groomed to be a poster child.

I simply do not like obeying and submission-control dynamics at all in any level.

Even for entertaiment and faked. They are children. You are actually grooming their consciousness to become flying monkeys, to be desensitized to victimization and bullying with nothing but a pretend monkey. Yes, the villain was actually some guy dressed up as an ape. This is social violence. Parents, please open your Eye to this powerlessness and violent dynamic perpetuating your programs and day camps everywhere. It is sick and ridicule.

Another recent example: With the Canadian Revenue agency and my public curator lady. For some reason I’ve had a few people via email who use the word “absolutely” to project their fear on me so I end up following their orders. “You absolutely must change your CRA address!”. “I absolutely have to talk to you over phone!”. This is matrix speak.

Listen, I can’t always ask the supervisor downstairs to lend me his phone connection, m’kay? Even if he’s that generous. I have only until May to live here in Quebec, screw phones, I’m going to go to space actually! The worst was when I was in Timmins then the theft incident happened and the social worker told me “You absolutely have to transfer you 1000$ in the ATM!” I can only roll my eyes, because it will make me only pretend doing so. Even if I sleep in a high-risk shelter. Just don’t tell anyone I have got a thousand dollars in my pocket/bag. Since then I swore I would never carry something in my pocket again but sometimes I just do out of laziness. It cost me a replacement of all my 4 keys.

Toxic Behaviors: Deadhorsing (reviving dead dramas)

Humans have become drama-prone. This is fact since the beginning of their spiritual evolution – when you have an emotional consciousness how else can you learn contrast?

How else can you learn to form a sense of moral compass and balance? Stability? Of course, by dramatic scenarios. However, what I mean by drama here is, recurring or isolated events of major conflict betwen two or more parties.


And I see on the internet, as usual, people who attempt to respark dead flames of old, buried dramas. I remember the cancelling of some youtubers and some stirring flame wars of controversy concerning exploitation of viewers or another type of demographic, or disability exploitation.

The last time it was about disability awareness/acceptance channels and accusations that they were just narcs using disability for money. I have been through Munchausen’s by proxy and most were far from that. But you never know.


I have seen comment sections and videos with dramas that lasted over a year or two. The collective shadow was not mature enough to just stop. Earth isn’t there yet. Sadly.

This is where “cancel culture” enters the big royal parade of the archon’s lunch.
If there were none of these demons around harvesting our energies, we’d be fine and more well-mannered, honoring our brethren. But no.


One very important to analyze, toxic behavior that I want to point today is, beating a dead horse.

Deadhorsing.

Reviving old dramas that are supposed to be already long buried under our feet and not talked about anymore.

By doing so you unnecessarily restart old timeloops (yes, actual, literal tumelooping matrix programs) and trigger collective traumas and memories that were supposed to be healing or have majorly healed. You cut open a scar again. It’s common sense that cutting or itching open a scarring wound restarts the entire healing process.

Like when some people restart old wars about Dovewing’s eye color or Fathering Autism “supposedly” exploiting Abby. Also, I empathize if you have lived actual exploitation of your disabilities or dis-eases.


This behavior is one of these behaviors that can make me have semi-permanent questions about the impulse and ethics of someone in the now moment, and it tends to compromises our collective transcendence of draconian three-dimensional patterns and behaviors – and causes a timeloop to strengthen its spin.


Now, I don’t mean to say those who unawarely revive old stuff, but those who willingly revive dramas that have already died off.

The Cabal Wants you to Hate Children and Innocence

It dawned on me lately; the Illuminati – and the current Illuminati, not the original ETs who got lost in the subsequential interferences – wish humans to hate innocence. They use our minds to insert beliefs that juvenile attitudes are embarrassing for someone who’s past its supposed developmentally appropriate age period. Moreso, it is all about harvesting our youth as they have more pure energies than adults right now.

Remember that song about killing Barney the dinosaur that you may have heard in the 1990’s?

Why was a bald 4 year old boy given so much negative attention that it spiraled out of control into the deep consciousness of Terran cultural lore as the multinational symbol of a spoiled brat?

Why do we throw so much negative attention on a Latina explorer who travels unsupervised with a blue monkey and goes through two checkpoints before her final destination, and gets stolen things by a fox?

My answer is, the cabal wants you to participate in a gestalt of hatred towards innocence and childhood – they wish to make childhood as restrictive and boring as possible, as traumatic as possible so that you would never grow into an independent adult with Christ consciousness and full abilities intact.

It makes it easier for them to exploit and steal our children behind our backs when we throw so much hate energy onto characters that are just tulpas. I honestly think they became collective archetypal tulpas because we gave them so much attention that it created some hefty artificial epigenetic alterations in general to cringe and feel so embarrassed and hateful of so many prepubescent symbols.

I’ve given way too much of my teenage years the focus placed on all the things that taught me that I was part of a psyop – and it was hard to let go of the addiction. That is the loosh I provided for the AI warlord.

Now, we are all entitled to our views – they shape our co-created reality. Opinions can become fact already when you place enough conviction in them – so headcanons barely exist.

Also guess who else profits from the whole ‘brat hate’ thing? I intend to emphasize the hate OBSESSIONS onto any random thing, character, scenario, and anything at all. Look at the broader picture of consciousness archetypes.

First world problems. I mean, not only first world but across Earth in general. The cultural negativity around te-lie-vision and fakestream media has rotten our own innocence. And we bear the fruits of our miscreated matrix.

Children have been associated for so long, with complaining, whining, and general narcissistic behavior. I think this is a narrow ideological distortion that the dimming and enslavement of humanity has done, which originates from the beings who rebelled against Source and the Goddess. They hate the Mother, thus hate children. The Mother bears children.

We all are children. We all have an inner child. It may protest, but you may not see its other more repressed faces. Humans are not supposed or designed to be negative in thinking unless they are mind controlled – even by provocation.

Like I said before, don’t hate your family – parents or children. Or siblings. When you do so, you allow an extremely ancient war of consciousness and information to continue burning its flame alive through yet another host. See why families are so divided now? Why innocence is often said to be ruined?

It baffles me how we can use that expression of having our innocence ruined or destroyed! This is more dangerous of a consciousness beatdown than imaginable. Innocence-Youth is a necessary and intrinsic sacred aspect of gnost and Source. I do not use this expression anymore. It is too gruesome against consciousness and it endangers our children energetically. Realizing Santa is just a tulpa, is not ruining your “innocence”. Is it?

Santa may not be real, other than an image of Satanic consciousness, but at this point, so many have believed in him, he may be a real tulpa present for the young believers.

Comprehending Love is Equal to Comprehending the Self as We Are Love.

People who do not learn the meaning and true wisdom of unconditional love, to learn fear and false love, resentment, and are suppressed by narcissistic programming become personalities dominated by a rigid ego denying the authentic self – the problem with beings and humans who are really high on the Narcissism and Psychopathic traits of the Dark Tetrad is not that they cannot love – Love IS.

It is moreso that they cannot comprehend its nature well due to their neuro-spiritual programming – and have this weak sense of a true self replaced by a strong false persona.


This applies to regressive ETs and demonics as well. They have forgotten and denied their own Light.


The reason the consciousness of Lushifar makes people so self-avoidant and externalizing, is that, it is based on a reversal of universal law and love. Fear/hatred.

And indifference. Separationism. These mindsets create a being that is less and less able to have the guts to introspect and analyze their behaviors and consciousness as their divine connection is dimmed from access by the mind and ego (the God Matrix, or Creator Matrix) – they attribute these mindsets and energies towards their own self-conscience.

And so because they remain in such ignorance of what love means and does, they do not really know their true self or want to acknowledge their self’s shadow and integrate it. Their dominant way of relating becomes the vampiring of another’s Light and energy as they have compromised their own divine creative ability to an extent

We confuse our self-awareness with our self-esteem. We tend to assume excessive self-awareness creates anxiety and low self-esteem. What happens here has to do with the ideology of love and acceptance in relation to the self-image. You can be very self-aware yet confident and secure in most aspects of life. Because you have been taught a higher emphasis on unconditional love and the correct frame of reference as to the nature of Love within Source and taught to value your Soul’s desires.


If you teach a child that love is control and conditional, they will form an acute self-perception based on this belief – quite negative and self-sabotaging – and remain in the dark about their true being. They will be only able to comprehend themselves based on this perceptual altered model of love.
Even the most self-loathing people have at least a tiny percent of love for themselves – they care about their own misery and the perceived misery of their culture.


As they end up releasing their souls from their bodies, this is an example of self-love. But it is an extreme situation.
And so, all of you who call themselves targeted individuals, and even for anyone else as a message to you in general from my interpretation, you are perfectly lovable because the Soul always knows it is love, but you don’t always hear your Higher or Christ Self aspects talk to you directly.


It is unfortunate we are shown and sent hatred everyday, and even at night in the astral, but this is an empowering lesson for our souls to stand in our power, and to know what NOT to do – which is division consciousness and victimization.

3rd Twin Flame Reunion!

Me and my twin soul have been experiencing a lot of separation physically and we would often wait a year to 6 months between each meetup in the physical sense.

First was due to our no contact order, as she was once a staff member of my group home, but now the main reason is, she attends college and we did not always have time for plans, very rarely. Last time in summer 2020 we did slackline training in a town park grounds. We exchanged crystals and I found a snail shell that I still have now in 2021.

We just had our third meetup yesterday, and today is my uncle’s birthday. I wanted to tell him happy birthday but I can’t find his account with the same profile pic. I cut contact with all my family, only with my mother’s vegan friend remaining in my contacts. We vibe okay.

However, this NC protocol is temporary. Once I change bodies and set up my StarHubs, they’re all free to come over. I’ll show them the fuller truth.

As for my twin soul, we had a fantastic reunion. She moved only 10 mins away from where I live right now, and I met someone that she made friends with because they met in another life. We had a two to three hour long conversation where I finally allowed myself to give a fuller self-introduction to my TS as before that, we just talked surface spirituality topics and went to do stuff together occasionally. So I began talking about my life and her friend seems interesting. He was afraid that I would be a sort of cult leader at first but I showed otherwise.

At one of my lowest financial points, she was there for me. And I ate a lot. We had the old potato recipe done. This is what the Twin Soul bond is all about. Some don’t have it so well-vibing or have n extra certain difficult distanciation, relationally, psychospiritually or physically/density-wise.

And also, we ate vegan cake and patties. Unrisen, floppy vegan cake done by young adults who start to figure life. Tasted good. It was probably 99% vegan. What’s in that chocolate?

Vegan, just to celebrate, just for my diet. Haha. No worries, once I body swap I won’t have to eat (prana-reliant 4D/5D body) but I’d love to try the food replicators for fun, and the sake of science. Griffon and Warval, you hear me right.

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